I have a diary where I write down my thought, plans, wishes and hopes, hoping that one day one time all of these things will come to transpire. There are some that keep coming up every month and others show up once and sooner than later plans change and maybe I do not think I want it anymore.
Reality is when I make those plans they come with a budget and that is what determines what will actually transpire and what will not. So,this day am bored and I go through my list for the month again and I notice that it looks exactly like the previous month. Wait! did I miss something? Or was I robbed by any chance because someone better explain why I havent covered anything last month. Where did all the money go? Must be one of those things we girls love to call...' by the way shopping' you buy because it showed up on your way to the bus-stop or walking to your house or just used a different route from your usual street from work.
Come to think about it, I really did not misuse my money or anything but just that I can not tell the amount of smokies and those bitings sijui crisps, cookies and the likes that do ruin your planned budget but never show up in the month's list. Anyway, I realized beneath our minds we all have plans, I do have plans on what I want to do this coming weekend and maybe next month but what really determines that I actually get to do it is based on the God factor. We do ignore Him alot during the structuring of day to day life activities but He is the director and He decides which side you will fall and what plans you will actually get to accomplish.
So now back to my list, I seriously need to change the bad attitude and change the appearance of that list because I look pretty redundant and monotonous not having accomplished any of my plans....God we better do something because this is a very bad sign.
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